Day 2

I woke up the same way i did yesterday! haha!! I was out of bed by 7:30. Austin Urias, a fellow school goer that i am friends with and lives a few houses down for me agreed to take me to school. I rode with Austin, his brother and sister (shes kinda cute). I walked into the back of the school and made my way to the office to give them the last of the forms I had to fill out. On my way I ran into Alissandrea (A really awesome exchange student from Rome and was going to move in with me) and it was really nice to see her. Her host family right now is kicking her out but she is grounded untill she leaves. So i never get to see her. I also found this group of people that I met a barns and noble, playing chess with anyone who wants to play. their names were Kaytee, Tori, Nicole and Collin.
I make it to the office with out any other encounters. But i did intercept a few high fives that people were giving echother. They didn't like that much! haha! just the look on there faces. So, I am in front of the office and there is this line of students out the door.. sat in line for about a minute, then decided to just cut in front of everyone. One thing i have learned from my brother Austin, is that if you do things with confidence, no one will question you. worked wonders! no one said a thing!!
Off to first period!!
On my way to engish 1, I freaked out Dillon, one of my friends that used to live across the street from me.
In that classroom... Was the first time i got troubled. the enegry in that classroom really clashed with mine, and started sturing up bad thoughts. that all happened in 5 minutes. Once i noticed that i was getting nervous, shakey, stressed, uncomfortable and down. I put down my pencil closed my eyes, stopped wrighting down what the teacher told me to and meditated for 30 minutes with a smile on my face. No one said a thing to me. Once she turned the projector on and shut off the lights, I some how got everything done without a problem!! Back to my self again. I also met this fun girl in that class named Olivia, haha! it must be a good name because one of my really close homeschooled friends is named Olivia also.

Seconed period i decided to walk around the school to the portable that my class in is. I ran into Tori and Nicole again and gave them some free hugs, then i saw Jay, it was nice to see him. Its so hard to find people you know in school.. theres over 3500 people . Once in class, the teacher wanted to know "Something cool about everyone" no one stood out from any others.. it seemed like all the same storys. So, I told everyone that "i'm 17 year old freshman that was homeschooled all my life and yesterday was just about my first day to school. My family runs a horse and survival camp (that caught some attention) that is up north called Camp Tonkawa and i had a dream last night that i was playing the guitar in a marching band" Hahaha! even the teacher didn't know what to say. a few giggles later i sat down with a big smile on my face. After eveyone went. we started some Algabra. I knew it all already, so that was a confidence booster, not that i needed it. Then the bell rang.

On my way to outdoor ed. i walked passed the commons. The Commons are assinged places for people to stop and talk to others instead of blocking the way. It seemed like a million people were there!!! all of them in their own groups with there friends. It seemed like eveyone of them had something to complain about. And they all wanted to get there story out first.
After ease dropping on some people, i headed off to my class. Outdoor Ed meets in the hallway by the gym. And so far we dont do anything yet. So i made friends with Cole, Christen, Megan, Mckayla, Sara, Micky and Danni. Haha! Cole Looks exactualy like that big guy with the white T shirt on Recess!! and acts like him in a way. Very nice guy. While we sat in that class and hallway, every singel person that looked at me i waved no matter how close they were to me. When they were really close i would extend my hand like i wanted to shake hands and when they stop i would go in for a hug. it was fun.

Today my ID cleared so that means they let me buy some lunch. I ate lunch with Eric and Danni, then someone started talking about taking drugs so i left to go find someone/anyone that i knew or wanted to know me :) The food tasted okay because i was sooo freakin hungry. After lunch i sat outside to get some fresh air and clear my head again. Then i headed off towards my last class.

I was the first one there and stood there holding the door for everyone, and gave complements when needed. I started sitting with Shelby and her friend. But i changed my mind and sat with Jess again. She seemed better then yesterday. "So you seem brighter today" i said with a smile, and her smile vanished. "So, how was your day so far?" i said still smiling,
"Same as everyday, school sucks"
"So is that why your trying to rush your self through school and making it harder for your self so you can 'get out of here' faster?"
"Yeah, you said it"
"So you agree that your making it harder for your self?"
"No"
"Then why arn't you happy about school?"
"Why should i be happy around people i dont even know?!"
"Umm, Why would you not be happy around anyone? To be truly happy, you gotta live IN happiness and not go chacing it?"
"Whatever, i dont even know you"
And she turned around.
O well, its her loss if she doesn't want to be happy about life.
Later in that class, we were talking about Agriculture, and what the science behind it and everything. Well some how Ms. Welch (the teacher) was talking about biology, forestry and stuff like that then she said "Entomology, its not that important"
I said "Hold on! Entomology!? not important?" And starting talking about how we would not be alive if it wasn't for insects! and how we need to know the ratio of bugs so they can eat echother thus protecting our crops. and Jess, said "Well who cares, its survival of the fittest"
"What?!? if you say it like that, if it was survival of the fittest then we all would be dead right now because of starvation. We disrupted the cycle of insects years ago, when we brought Fire Aints, House Crickets, Cockroaches and Bed Bugs. If we didn't study Entomology we would be dead." Jess, was being bitchy but thats okay. with point said i shut up and sat there before i got in trouble. When the bell rang, i went back into the school to see if i could find anyone. I found Jay, Eric, Steve and Dillon. After chilling with them for a little, i met up with some girls and they escorted me to get my parking permet. After that Steve took me home and that was my day! :)

School map
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