Friday the 13th

That was yesterday, It was quite a busy day and i didn't have much time to write.

It seems every other day, is a day that sleep follows me. Its difficult to wake up and function at school in the mornings. I brought a bag of chocolate morsels to give to people who wanted to know i thought about them for Valentine's day and i was too lazy to go buy a ton of chocolate kisses for everyone.
In English we still have a sub. Mrs. Rayome is going around to different colleges with her son to see witch one will be suitable. The sub, Ms. Provo is a very laid back teacher. While we were in the middle of working on stuff, the teacher in the classroom next door popped her head inside ours asking if anyone knew how to work projectors. Well, seeing as i have one, i was in luck. I walked in to W102 and knew half the people in there, i never knew that they were just a classroom over from me. I rigged that projector up fast then headed back to my class.
Today was Soul Food day. Some type of Black informative day at the school. And if you bought a coupon, you could get out of class first period to go eat fried chicken, mashed potatos and sweet tea. Unfortunately it was to late for me to buy a coupon. Half of our class went but are now behind on the homework. I got assigned a ton of homework to be done my next month. Some crazy stuff that i don't think i am going to do. I have been thinking a lot about all of the homework stuff, and have decided that its a lose lose situation for school-goers. When you dont do it you have the feeling of dread, then later you feel behind and get the guilt trip from the teacher (if they are good teacher and care). For me, when i do do the home work and bring it in, well first i feel like i could be doing soo many other things than working on something silly for English. Then once it gets graded, I think "was that really worth it?" Everyone is different, and that is my opinion from first hand experience. It is also nice for me to know that i can actually do it. Growing up homeschooled you have no idea what your education level is at. It is a big think for me to know that i am somewhat smart in the subjects they are teaching at school (so far) I always thought i was behind, but i always knew i was more knowledgeable in other stuff, like wilderness survival and awareness. Because that is what i grew up doing. If you have never seen the Camp Tonkawa web site (the camp my family runs) its camptonkawatexas.com

In Algebra we are doing some type of book drive, and witch ever 2ed period class gets the most books get a pizza party. There is this one girl who is in both my English and Algebra classes. I helped her carry 2 boxes of books to class. So far we have somewhere around 170 books. Just our class.

I like algebra, its easy and the people are a lot more social. But brady the kid next to me, was in such a down mood. I did what i could to make him smile and lift his mood. He wouldn't tell me what was up.
I am starting to see that when someone has a problem or something bad happened to him, it brings friends closer. When i look back on my life, my friends were the closest when something was wrong in my life. Maybe it makes them feel more important to you or that you need them and sometimes it could make your friends feel like your more like them. Like you have problems also, or your in the same boat.
This might cause a problem for me. I'm not perfect but the problems in my life dont affect me the way they would have if i was younger. Because you can chose whether or not you want things to run your life. Maybe i will test this..

Class went by fast, with no homework. I had it arranged so i can retake a quiz i missed when i went on my cruise since it was "do nothing friday" in outdoor ed. when the bell rang, i went to the other side of the school to tell Coach Odle that i was going to go take my quiz. I chilled over there waiting for him to get there. Once he did i left to go take my test.
Walking around the school while everyone was in class was amazing. I never knew the raging river of the school could be so peaceful. After a wile, i got there. I was enjoying wandering around the empty hallways and looking into classrooms that had windows in the doors. I did really good on the quiz. was there for about a half hour, then headed back to outdoor ed.
On my way back, the lunch bell rang for C lunch, so the hallways were filled. instead of going back to class, i hung around the lunch room looking for anyone i knew. I found a few people but i know way more people in D lunch.
When i made it back to the hallway where my class is, i see a tv set up and everyone sitting around it watching this guy field dress a dear. He was about half way through taking the hide off. Everyone was all grossed out. I sat down and started eating my apple
"EWWWW!!! How can you eat anything while watching this madisun!??!!!"
"Hey, its not that gross. Did you know that human bones and mussels look just like that?"
"how would you know?!"
As the guy on the video is cutting the deers head off with a saw
I say "Wait... You guys dont know anything about me do you... For all you know i could be some sicko that is actually 20 and get pleasure from cutting young people up into little bits and using there rib cages as cloths. None of you people have seen be before. I could be lying about everything. what makes you think you know me?"
Everyone went silent.
then they were like
".... nooo.. "
"Nooo..."
"no that cant be"
"You can be creepy sometimes, but your not THAT creepy..."
Then i bust out laughing so hard i almost cried!!!
Once i laughed most everyone laughed.
now that i look back on that, that really could have gone bad and everyone have second thoughts about me. but i am very glad that it didn't.
After that i shared my chocolate with everyone.
Micky says to me
"Madisun, you are the nicest person i have ever met."
I said "thanks! but how so?"
"Well the 2ed time i ever talked to you, i was having a bad day and you were there trying to make me feel better and i didn't even know you then. I told you about how that day sucked and you said to me 'well at least your not a siamese twin that has 1 body and 2 heads and the other you is gay and is having a hot date tonight and you only have 1 butt hole.' you are the nicest person i know"
Once our lunch bell rang, we all walked to lunch together.
I brought 2 apples today. I already ate one of them and didn't feel like eating another. So i talked Eric into buying one. I sold it to him for a dollar.
I took that dollar, then went to go find a marker. once i tracked one down i flipped the dollar over so the "one" side was facing up then but a big "B" right before the "O" and an "R" after the "N" so it spelled "B-ONE-R"
I showed that dollar to over 3 dozen people! it was awesome. it took some people a long time to actually get it. but once they did they laughed harder than the ones who got it fast.
Every time i meet a girl named Amanda, I call them Amanda Panda!! and it always makes them smile. I only know 2 Amandas.

My forth period class is suppose to meet in the computer lab, B202. I had no idea where this was, so i asked a teacher leaving the lunch room if he could take me there. He said he was heading there anyway and would show me. The end lunch bell didn't ring yet but he didn't care. So i got to leave early.

B202 was upstairs. Since i was there early, i got started on my Ag work. But none of the computers worked for me because i still didn't have my own computer account to access. While i was waiting for the others i finished some bookwork.
The last person to get there was Karli. and surprisingly she came and sat next to me. She was beautiful today. and i told her so. i never noticed it before, but she might like me. She let me use her account to get online, I had to research and write a paper on Anthrax. Thats some nasty stuff. I finished it in about 30 minutes. then just played around on the computer and talked to Karli about all of her friends and family. She is kinda self centered. Then it goes again, i while she was talking about all this bad stuff in her life. I had nothing bad to tell her about mine. I am still not sure what i am going to do about it. but I'll do something.
At 4:05 the bell rang and we split. across the hall from B202 at B203 i see Black Steve and Alissandrea coming out of the classroom. I haven't seen her in a long time. she said she wanted to hang out but i knew she was busy and probably wouldn't get to. Turns out i was right.
I was chillin in the front of the school with a lot of people and this guy that i see every day is like
"Madisun!!! come here! i want you to meet these people!"
I walk over there with a smile on my face and chilled with them for a bit
Then he says
"Dude, your are like the happiest person i know! its always nice to be around you because you always make everyone smile!"
This really made me happy. I know that i am here on this Earth to peoples lives easier and happier. I was extremely glad to hear this from two different people today!!