Week 2 day 4

I didn't get to write yesterday. I was soo tired and grumpy to do anything. so when school was over yesterday, i came home and slept after i went to Chick-Ful-A with Denee, Jenna, Emmily and one of there friends. We got free Chicken sandwiches and fries :)
But once i got home, i crashed.

Yesterday consisted of an awesome morning, instead of trying to go with the flow of the hallway rivers, to be concrete like a bolder and watch as everyone molds around you without question. I tried to find the chess club, but failed. Ate some paper mache with out the paper. More book work in outdoor ed, taking a test in Algebra and bringing my own lunch and some to share.
I am starting to notice when a teacher decides to care or not. When you show interest and try in something, they wont be so hard on you.
I learned how to write and draw on a graphing calculator! That was cool.


Well, Today.
Today was one of those days, a day when everything seemed to be right. When you can see the sun shining even when your trapped in a classroom with no windows and a door you cant reach. I really am learning a lot in school, mostly in English. Can YOU tell i am getting better with my English? I can, and it feels good.
I am starting to understand what people are thinking when i tell them my story, the story of me being a 17 year old freshman. First thought is "What a retard, he got held back that much!" Very Skeptical. Once i tell them how much fun i am having in school, they always have to tell me about something bad they think about school. Sometimes its almost like the person is trying to bring my mood and thoughts about school to an unpleasant place.
When someone comes across something they don't know, see, understand or is unknown to them, subconsciously they either going to be scared of it, change it to something they do know or cast it aside. The ones who do not do this are the interesting ones i am looking for, but there is a huge difference between the ones who understand and the ones who don't care. The ones who just dont give a dam, are the ones who you can not trust. Once the person gets to know me a little, then they get interested in who i am. Most people think they understand me and put me in a category like "That fun guy" or "That Creeper" and thats what they assume me to be. Just seeing so many people everyday makes me think about myself more and more. It would be amazing if people just knew that they didn't have to suffer, to be sad and let things/people bring your emotions down. Its up to YOU to decide how you want to feel about things.

So, my day. I try to never go the same way from class to class. I always find people i know no matter witch way i go. but its starting to take me longer and longer to get to where i need to go.
Algebra was cool, I got my Quizzes back. Since i was gone for a week and took the quiz without studying i only got a 70... But i am going to retake so i have something to do Friday. I am now sitting in front of this girl who i also sat with at the lunch table. I still didn't get her name down. She likes to hear stories, any stories about me. Its nice talking about myself sometimes. Most of the time i am talking about others, because everyone gets joy in talking about them self. Even me.

Me and Jenna walked across the school towards the gyms, i never knew she went there everyday. That will give me someone to walk with :)

In outdoor ed, we dressed out. Then headed to the track and soccer field. We ran the bleachers, up and down. Then ran the track twice.
When we were about to finish, another class came outside to run. And i saw a lot of my other friends in that class. I was running one way around the track, and they were running the other. The first time i saw them about 6 girls yelled "MADISUN!!!" I ran past giggling.
After we finished that, we went into the weight room and indoor soccer building. We got to chose to play soccer or lift weights. I lifted weights with a quite kid that looked about 18. He was a big kid like me. and we worked well together.
Once i was sore and sweaty as hell. we went back to the school for lunch time.
I didn't change back into my jeans and long sleeve shirt.
Me and Micky walked to the lunch room together before the bell rang. It was amazing! the lunch room was completely empty. I sat with him at his table today. Everyone there seemed to be happy and NOT talk about drama, So i stayed and ate my orange and cheeze-its with them. When lunch was almost over i went to see my other friends around the lunch room.
So far. My favorite people in school are Ian, Jenna, Denee, Cody and Micky. There is this other girl that sits at one of the tables in the commons, she has some awesome pants and really long straight hair. shes a cutie.
I ran into Jay right when the bell rang and he walked me to my last class. He doesn't have 4th period since he has a job and is a senior.

Ag class went fast. we still had a sub since yesterday, so all we did was book work. yesterday i papered mached a female turkey. today i painted it. then Shelby got paint on my nose, so i put paint all over her arm. then got in trouble by the sub, I didn't care tho. i wish we could have had a rainbow fight!! haha!
Karli blabbered on as ever. On and on about her family and friends. i wonder if she ever thinks about other people when it doesn't benefit herself. I'll ask her that sometime and see what happens.
Once the bell rang. I ran to my truck and headed to Kroger to meet my mom to buy stuff for dinner. Once i was in the parking lot waiting for her, i fell asleep because i was sooo sore.
Mom found me and we bought stuff for homemade egg-rolls.