Lab coat Thursday

I woke up in the morning ready for the day. Lately it have been hard to actually get out of bed and shower. But I was ready.
Today I had finals in English and Algebra. Wearing my lab coat really made me feel smarter and ready to take important tests. And that’s what I told everyone who asked why I was wearing a lab coat.
It really makes me happy to be with such a large number of people, but I am sure that doesn’t apply to everyone. Some people just need to be alone in solitude and I understand that when meeting other people.
I have met someone today who I believe is meant to know me. But I’ll tell you about that later.

I looked sharp today, and I got many compliments from strangers. I wore my nice black jeans that I got from the buckle, A nice black button up short sleeve silk shirt with a long sleeve gray under shirt with my legit white lab coat. It even had the pocket protectors. You should have seen me.

English was quick and easy; as long as you worked. Since we finished reading the version of the Odyssey we had to answer questions about it then read a poem and answer questions about that also. But it took up the whole 1:40 minutes of class with its 50 difficult questions. Everywhere I went to day I had an average of 6 people ask me what was up with the coat. More people seemed to stair when i had the coat on rather than the Cloak.

Once when i was in the hallways, a random girl i have never seen before comes up to me and says "Are you a doctor?" I replied "I am what ever you want me to be"
Sometime i even creep myself out with the things i say and i feel sorry for saying them. But not sorry enough to stop!

Coach Tumilty never has passes a time to make fun of someone, but shes not mean about it. She said something like "I keep being someone i am not" I just told her that since we had a big test today, i wanted to feel smart, look smart, smell smart, eat smart and think smart. As long as you do something with confidence, others will not question you. We were taking something called MidTerm Finals, i think. Basically a 50 page test on everything you've learned. Algebra is sill easy for me. I have a 95 in that class! Thanks to my awesome Math Tutor Cyndy!
Once i was finished with that. me and Morgan started writing little notes to each other. Everyone has a nice side and as long as your on it, things will go well.

Since we had Finals today, the finals were in coaches own words "your finals are to be nice to me and i will grade your behavior". I was blessed with having Outdoor ed. It was an amazing class and i have made a perfect 100 just because i showed interest in the things we studied. There was 3 kids that failed because they were little bitches to coach Odle. That had it coming to them though. So today, we walked to sonic and ate lunch there.

I brought my lunch from sonic back to eat in the cafeteria. I have really grown found of Morgan, she seems to be the only one who is really fun but not a slut. The table she sits at is packed so i always sit with in eye distance of it and they always come over to talk to me. It is a good feeling with friendship is a 2 way road.

After lunch i met up with Jay and we made a ton of noise chasing each other around the lunchroom. Jumping over chairs and stuff, making dirt bike noises with our mouths. great fun.
We did have finals in Ag. But it was easy. We needed to make a Job application for a job that is involved in Agriculture. That basically every job out there if you put your mind to it. Agriculture is everywhere, we wear cotton shirts and pants everyday. Karli and i have become good friends. But i still see a pattern with the people i meet. Or maybe i see it because it is in everyone. The fact everyone that gets close to me seems to be hurting inside. emotional pain. The people i dont see that in tend to be dicks and not know it.

After school i headed to the Chess cub room. I brought my 3 way chess board and amazed everyone one by its excellence! i played with Alexander and another kid that is friendly with me. they teemed up on me and kicked my butt! bastards! haha! just kidding. I lost fair and square.

I left with Alexander, we walked to starbucks down the road and talked the whole way there. I am glad i have met him, he inspires me to do the things i want. And he is the only person in school i have told about this blog. I talked to him about how there is so much fear in school and kids lives and thats why bad things happen. he is also the one who wants to start a Japanese club with me. I told him many stories about my journeys to Japan. I see a lot of myself in him. He told me "You are everything i want to be, and you have done everything i want to do at the moment". with my bad memory i might have change the wording on accident but I can not remember a time i have ever felt that good about myself. That walk right then and there was one of the best moments of me going to school. The one thing that started me thinking again, was after i told him about how i see things in school with the fear and no positiveness, he said "that deep and makes sooo much sense". The people that their lives are being corrupted, don't even know it! Their subconscious knows but they dont see it them self's. i just wish i could make others understand that their lives have sooo much fear in them and they don't even know what it is that makes them feel that way. Its human nature to be afraid of the unknown and unexplained.