Spring break Friday!

If you are reading this, I am warning you. This was the most laid back awesome day that I thought I would never see. I got to really talk to people for once, because of the fact that we did absolutely nothing in ALL of my classes. I was soo happy that everyone was soooo happy. It made my job of spreading happiness tremendously easy.

Yesterday I presented my persuasive power point on “Why Hunting is Necessary” and it went very well. In my option, I thought I had the best one. But it wont get graded until I get back from spring break. My positive and confidant voice worked wonders, I had everyone fullest attention.
Someone did theirs on “Gun Control”. O gosh.. I didn’t agree with him. His intentions were to make it harder for people to get any type of gun. I disagree, thanks to my friend Joe.
This other girl did hers on abortion. Pro life. All I am going to say is that I had to disagree with the things she said…
While they were doing power points I decided to write a note to Karli, the girl in my ag class. Everyday she writes a letter to her best friend. And I thought how cool that was.

In algebra, since the calculators are assigned one person for the whole time your there. I continued to have a conversation with someone named Wade Cole. He is in the class before me. I started it by writing on the back of the calculator cover, saying “Hey first period my name is Madisun. Whats up?”
He replied: “Madisun who?”
Me: “Madisun Holtzman, You probably don’t know me because I have been homeschooled until this semester. Whats your name?”
Him: “Wade Cole”
I asked everyone around me if they knew him. Jessie said she did and to tell him she said hi.
Me: “O cool, Jessie says hi! So how do you like math class? Do you sit next to any cool people?”

Outdoor ed was awesome. Remember, I am still talking about yesterday. We had a sub and she said that Coach Odle was sick. I doubt it though. He seems just like the type of person that would say he was sick to get away, especially the 2 days before spring break.
We sat in the hallway and did nothing until Coach Galls class came over to watch a movie. No one paid any attention to the TV and I watched Step Brothers on Ian’s iPod. I love that movie. So far so fun!
Lunch was cool. My dad came and brought me Chick-ful-a. And stayed to talk to my friends! Haha! They weren’t expecting that. My dad isn’t quite normal. Morgan said to me “Your dad is very interesting.. Kind of threw me off guard!”

Yesterday for Specialty ag class, Ms Welch said if we finish chapter 26 then tomorrow (today) We can watch dirty jobs for an Hour and forty five minutes. I gave Karli her note. It was all folded up nicely in this awesome star I learned how to fold. She was excited. But we mostly worked in silence. The all of a sudden! Garrison jumps up as his chair slams against the wall, with the biggest smile on his face he runs over to Ms Welch’s desk and says with a booming voice “O GOD MS WELCH, I NEED TO GO TO THE BATHROOM!! Please let me go!”
She looks at him with confusion
“Garrison, whats wrong with you? I have never seen you act like this. No you cant go..”
Still smiling and happy as can be with the whole classes attention on him Garrison says
“Well to bad because I am going to go anyway!” and starts walking towards the door.
As he makes it to the door he hesitates for a second and Ms Welch has a chance to say
“No! don’t you dare go out that door.”
Garrison: “I have to go to the bathroom!!! Do you want me to piss in the corner? My bladder is going to explode!”
Teacher: “Fine… Go. But you better be back here in 5 minutes.”
Garrison: “Okay, I’ll be back!” And bolts out the door like an arrow just lunched from a bow. He was gone.
Immediately, Ms Welch walked into her office and calls the main office to get a hold of his councilor and shuts the door. I really couldn’t hear what she was saying but I could tell it didn’t sound good for Garrison.
Before he came back Jess told Ms Welch to check his Coke bottle to see if there was any alcohol in it. In the end Jess smelled it and said no. but I knew there wasn’t anything in it. It was just another case of “get me away from this place that is freighting me” and I was glad he did!! Once he got back Ms Welch told him to go straight to the Main Office. That smile never faded off of his face. He turned to me and said “I’m out yall, I get to go home” I returned his smile and high fived him.
After all that excitement, I wrote on a paper “what would you think if I peed in the corner with him?” and gave it to Karli
I was surprised to see that she was very upset… Disturbed with the fact that Garrison “acted out of line” as she put it. God dam, these freaking robots have to power to program other people to have the same thinking pattern. I looked at everyone in that classroom and didn’t see a single happy face! I was the only one happy for Garrison to know that he was doing what he wanted!! He wanted to get away and he did! Prof that you can do what you want! As long as you know what will follow after, you will be fine with it!!

After school was over, I realized it was Thursday. Chess club meet!!! Lora is always happy to see me :)
I played 4 games of chess and won 3 of them.
I played 2 games with their best player and won one of the games. He was a strange person. But he was awesome! I can’t explain it for some reason. He was like one of those really smart people who you might think has a social problem but doesn’t. It just seemed like his mind worked in a different way then everyone else’s. Not once did I hear him laugh when I was in that room playing chess. And for some reason I could still tell when he was very happy. While we were going at it in a game of chess, he grabbed his cheeks and pulled them away from his cheeks to make the funniest noise I had heard that day!! As I am sitting there laughing incredibly hard. He just sat there looking at me with a straight face, cocked his head a little to one side like a dog does and says without a quiver in his voice “I really enjoy your laugh. It is not like other peoples laughs that are fake. You have a true laugh that makes me feel extremely happy inside, it makes me wana laugh with you”
Still laughed at what he did I say with a smile “Thank you, Very much, It really means a lot to hear that from you”. We are now friends and every time I see him in the hallways I always stop to shake his hand.


Today was much easier, in English we watched the movie Hercules the whole time. I actually slept in class. The first time ever! I should do it more often. Really didn’t talk to anyone during first period. Not many people were ecstatic about spring break, this surprised me. When I got board of watching the movie and sleeping I decided to write a note to Karli. Every day, she will write a note for her best friend. And she’ll color it and make it look cool. I really never had someone to write too, that I knew would read it. So I went ahead and wrote her a nice long note asking questions about her family and telling her a few things about me. It was a lot harder than I thought it was going to be. Just to write a page to a friend!
Once the bell rang I sat there finishing it up. Everyone rushed out like usual. I was the only one who wished Mrs. Rayome a good spring break. Headed off to Algebra with a pit stop in the bathroom.
Someday I would love to just sit in the bathroom and see how many people actually talk to anyone in there. It is hilarious because no one will use a urinal if someone using the one next to it. I wish I could shove a steering wheel in my pants and just sit in there. And when someone gets enough nerve to ask me why I have a steering wheel in my pants I will say “Ahh, It drives me nuts!”

We sat in silence in class. We took some kind of test that was important (well it was important to someone). Everyone was freaking out about it. It went quick and easy for me. I am glad i don’t struggle in math at all.
Then I turned over my calculator
Wade: “Tell her I say hi back. Math is easy. I am the only cool person in my class, everyone else sucks. Where do you sit and where does Jessie sit?”
I drew a picture of the classroom. Today since I won’t get a reply until spring break is over I said “So how was your spring break? Do anything awesome?”
I wonder what he is going to tell me!
I am starting to pay attention to the tv in this classroom. It will tell me things about whats going on in the school. Like when clubs meet and when cool stuff is happening after school. I will be sure to watch it more. I turned to Morgan behind me and told her on a whim “I may not come back after this spring break”
She flipped out, “You cant just leave. Can you?”
“I go where my heart leads me. It lead me here and its almost time to leave”
This is truly how I feel about it.


I walked outside and around the school a way I have never gone before. I found someone who I had no idea they were. But they knew me before school and was asking me about my brothers and everything. She knew Jay, so I guess I should ask him if she knows her. She was very pretty.


Today in Outdoor ed, the sub was still there. We chilled in the hallways and a got one of the other freshmen to teach me how to fold paper in the throwing stars! That was badass! Probably that will be one of thoughs things I will remember about school for ever. I folded the note I wrote for Karli in that manner. Everyone went to the small gym to chill and shoot hoops. There was 3 other classes in there. And I got to hang out with Lora and her friend that is in tennis. Her name is Kally. I also think I am getting better with learning peoples names. I have this drive in me to be able to do handstands. So I practiced in the gym with some other kids I didn’t know. It was fun. I just believe it would be cool to be able to do handstand pushups! Heh, you gotta start somewhere. Once I was warn out from attempting. I sat down and ate my lunch. Had my apple and orange, then talked nutrition to other people asking me about why I never bring a sandwich or chips. Having a healthy body is just as important as having a healthy mind.

During lunch I stayed with one table, the table with Linda, Morgan, Lora, 2 of their friends, Eric and Clifford. They are turning out to be the table that wants me to stay the most. I enjoy their company, they just seem older than everyone else. Even tho they still act like little kids sometimes.

Over the past few days, I have been getting head aches right behind my eyes. At first I didn’t think much of it. But they just kept coming. So I started to pay more attention to them. I strongly believe that I get head aches from the iridescent lighting in school. I am use to the sun being the only thing that lights up my room and world. Now that it is replaced with fake lights, it hurts my head. I wonder how much that plays into the fact kids don’t like to get outside much because they dwell inside most of their lives. Maybe I’ll meditate on that one and see what I can come up with.

In Ag, Karli was excited that I wrote her a note. And I was excited that she was excited! I love when I make circles of happiness. She didn’t read it in class.
We watched 3 episodes of “Dirty Jobs” and I played on the computer with Shaila and Will. We played that game that is like snake and you cant run into any lines you create. You know that game they played in Tron, with the bikes? It was fun but I was being very loud and the teacher got upset at me. She has been very touchy since Garrison did that thing yesterday. I guess she is trying to make sure no one else gets any crazy ideas.